This post is totally off the cuff. I have been crazy unmotivated for weeks. It all seems pointless. The world is going to hell one day at a time (according to both sides,) and its hard to keep moving forward.

Lets be real. Being a real estate agent isn’t about selling houses anymore (if ever.) It’s a personal brand marketing job and that’s not really what I signed up for. I love love love matching people with their houses, but I don’t like feeling like a “pick me” girl about it. I even like marketing houses, just not myself. I’ve been at it for about 11 years, and its time for a change. Will I always be willing to sell a friend’s house or help them find one? OF COURSE. I plan on maintaining my license forever. I just can’t make the money I need to be making to exist without becoming a marketing specialist. If being a real estate agent were about getting in touch with the person who was really going to care for you most, I’d be busy. I would never have a lull in business.

Lets be honest, I’ve been in such a rut lately it took me almost 2 weeks to finish this blog. Over the last few months Ive set all sorts of stuff up with practically no follow through but a ton of upfront work to get it ready. A podcast, this blog, a couple marketing plans and just random diy stuff around the house. Its crazy how little I really want to do anything right now. At least self promotion “anythings”.